Wednesday
Dave came over! He had lots of Zoom meetings, and between them we napped and talked and snuggled. I just cannot get over how amazing he is. It is exceedingly rare for me to find a person whose company doesn’t exhaust me. There are only a very few — and Dave is now one of them.
I envy his ability to sleep anywhere, anytime. We’ll be watching something on my laptop in the middle of the afternoon and then I hear snoring, ha!
Sleep and I are not such good friends. I need to lure it, to trick it, to trap it. I need elaborate bedtime preparations and careful timing. To simply be able to FALL ASLEEP is a trait I’ve never had.
But once I do fall asleep at night I have been sleeping quite well lately, on the whole. I think my anxiety is at an all-time low.