Saturday
Last night I had a little meltdown and sobbed all over Dave. Sometimes I just get so frustrated at my inabilty to do all the things I want to do and it really gets me down. Every day I wale up wanting to create and make and cook and do all the things, but I gwt so terribly fatigued after even the smallest exertion. Like yesterday just ironing a few yards of cloth made me fatigued enough to need a lie-down. ARGH.
Today I managed to finish cutting out the pieces for my new dress and I even got some of the bodice construction done. Tomorrow I’ll hand-sew the neckband and maybe get the sleeves gathered and pinned in place. That’s the plan, anyway.
Weighed 104 this morning. Still waiting for my appetite to return completely. It’s much better than it was but still not “normal”. Today I ate: an apple with goat cheese and a salad, my favorite Trader Joe’s salad with lots of greens, onions, tomatoes, mozzarella balls, and pine nuts. Some good nutrition there but still not enough calories to keep a mouse alive. Oh I just remembered that I also ate some ice cream, so there’s some more calories and fat and calcium.
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March 13th, 2022 at 6:49 am
I”m so sorry about the frustration. You still do more creative things in a week than most do in a lifetime, but I know that doesn’t help, does it! You want to be YOU! I love you.
March 14th, 2022 at 1:51 pm
I’m so sorry. That is so frustrating!
I hope you can keep up with the ice cream and other dense calorie things if you enjoy them.