Mittwoch
Bad sleep, woke up too damn early with stomach issues and terrible rib pain. Felt awful all day. Today’s doc visit pointless, as there’s nothing they can do for bruised/cracked ribs but let them heal (slowly, argh), and no one knows why I can’t gain weight (100lbs fully clothed), and I need to follow up with my cardiologist about my racing heart and low o2 saturation, and with ob/gyn for mysterious one-off episode of uterine bleeding last week. I spent the entire 40 minute appointment crying with frustration and fatigue. Nice Dr Chen was very understanding and kind and said I’m a strong woman and will get through it.
Watching cozy Australian bake off with Dave and waiting for bedtime. I MUST SLEEP tonight or I’ll lose my fricken mind.